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Welcome Back! This is a Day 7 Blogpost entry. I am far behind.
I thought I was ready to start in on The Big Book. I got drawn back to read another chapter in the book “A Program for You.” I really thought Id even get done reading the big book and be ready to do chapter by chapter and step by step this week.
I even shared that fact with my therapist. His recommendation was to take it slow and not rush things.
Now that I have read this third chapter, I am seeing why its important not to rush things. The important things brought out in this third chapter are finding out and understanding our problem, to begin with.
The first step shows us our problem is being powerless, and we need power to overcome our powerlessness. Third thing we have to find is that power which is what was recalled by Bill W. Dr Bob and Bill D.
The three basic questions are as follows:
- What is the problem?
- What is the solution?
- What is the program of action necessary for me to find and to use or implement that solution?
This is where we can finally see The Big Book as a text and study guide or recipe. I am glad that I can see where I was rushing and yet also, I can see where I have now procrastinated and used tiredness as an excuse to fall behind.
I do believe in the Book Alcoholics Anonymous and I do believe in a power greater than myself; Whom I choose to call God as I understand Him and Don’t Understand Him. I don’t expect everyone or maybe anyone, to believe the way I believe.
No matter what we believe I do know that there are no two people on this earth who believe exactly the same.
What I do believe is that the first one hundred people, recovered and they used a simple text or recipe if you will, that is a program of action. I am certainly not saying I wouldn’t love to rush through this. However, if taking my time gets the best results and following these simple directions help me do that, then I want all I can get from it.
I have to keep pressing ahead and do the best I can. I cannot afford for my recovery and well-being to take any days off of blogging.
The blogging happens because I read and learn. I take time to pray and meditate in the middle of it. That’s where the excitement for growth happens but sometimes it is so hard to want to pry the book open to learn. I also have to do better with communication with my closed mouth friend.
I have literally gone to sleep early and taken naps, blowing off our time. I really do care and want more for myself I just have to prove it through action.
I have come to understand a couple of things in recovery time is a great reminder and good to have for milestones to capture those moments in. Quality is what I want to today. Some days I just have to want it more than I want it sometimes. Especially when I let days go by.
21 day Challenge of 3 things to be grateful about for rewiring my brain to happiness:
- The opportunity to admit when I am wrong.
- The chance to write and share my experience with others.
- I am never alone even if I feel like it.
Thanks for reading another blogpost entry by Boxcar Mike. Over and out!
God Bless Everybody!